NERDAY RANJAAAAAAAR
so yeah its spring break but i dont really have a lot of plans ..
or you can say ..
i really want to somehow finish reading three fucking prep books in a week -_-
the weathers really messed up and my wallets really messed up so .. those are also .. T-T
so YES i actually planned to read my sat 2 chem math book and my ap world review book ..
anyway yesterday i was supposed to .. read and do math hw ..
but while i was doing math .. i got sidetracked like
A LOT cuz shahs hw is
THAT gay .
so i ended up not reading anything and today .. i got sidetracked again but I MUST FUCKING FINISH THAT FUCKING HW BITCH TONIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
um yeah i am like really mad right now cuz his hw is just so fucking gay
THAT BITCH FACE
THE FONT IS SO DAMN FUCKING SMALL I EVEN NEED A MAGNIFYING GLASS AND I AM NOT KIDDING AT ALL
KLJFSDJLKFDSJLKFDSJKL BITCH
THIS SHIT IS SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING
SO MANY QUESTIONS THAT HE NEVER EVEN FUCKING TAUGHT ABOUT
I SERIOUSLY HATE THAT BITCH
hello baby ep 11 subs are still not out T___________________T
jonghyun babys bdays coming uppp <3333333
and hyoris h logic is coming out on that day too <3
um .
i havent been on aim cuz i dont wanna get bothered by random fucking ppl sorry x.x
um .
went to karaoke on monday and it was funnnn :3
except there was this fucking emoass bastard who messed up the mood of everyone -_-
whatever .
i wonder if bing accepted him .
imma change the layout soon ..
ill do it tonight if i somehow manage to finish shahs fucking hw before 12 =.=
i dont want to know the major results .
ill most likely end up in ssr with no one thats close to me .
yet i still cant wait for junior year because sophomore years just crap .
ive been waiting for summer since september .
ill miss him when he leaves .
i truly miss freshman year .
i am pretty sure some of you already know that my dream schools wharton of upenn ..
but now ill even .. push .. myself .. more ..
CUZ OMG THE HUNTSMAN PROGRAM LOOKS SO FREAKING AWESOMEEEEE
like .. really ..
since i really want to go back to china after i graduate and crap
and like at least one semester of studying abroad is required :33333
and like holy shit the best colleges in china :o even though theyre not in gz but still
OH EM GEEEEEEE MOMMMYYYYYYYY <3333
but the acceptance rate .. T-T
its like .. around .. 7 percent ..
but well still OMG HOLY SHIT MOMMYYY
okay i really should finish shahs god damn hw ..
even though i have like a headache AND cramps -_______-
majors can suck my nonexistent dick .
the major selection that i had been looking forward to has finally come .
and now its giving me mental breakdowns .
when i first came to tech i wanted to go to media cuz of photoshop
and then i wanted to go to math but then i gave up cuz of the triple pds cal bc/physic c
and then i got somewhat brainwashed by ms.eng and wanted to go to arch for like one day LOL
and then i was stuck between ssr and ias ..
after i persuaded myself that ill somehow survive ap english in ias
NOW THERES NO MORE IAS !
great .
just great .
i was so devastated by the news ..
at first i was just complaining about how the name is stupid and etc ..
but i was still leaning towards cp ..
ppl kept talking about it and i just kept spazzing ..
and then today i dragged selina to go to the conference
that asher was like no more ias the new college crap is
OPEN TO EVERYONEEEEEEEE
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK ?!
idk .
i am just really devastated .
its like after ive used so much of my courage to make myself pick ias
now its just gone ........
even though its similar its not the same anymore ........
ias means so much to me .
and college prep is just .. -_-
THE NAMES DESPERATE
THE REQUIREMENTS ARE EASY
THEYRE JUST FUCKING MAKING ANOTHER POTENTIAL POTHEAD MAJOR
=.=
whatever .
it would be really reallyyyy hard for me to persuade myself again -_-
it used to be like
ias - overacheivery
ssr - underacheivery
so i was going for overacheivery
but now ssr has double pd apush too ._.
so its like around the same now ..
GAHHHHHH .
i really hate the idea of a major system
basically the amount and the type of aps are fixed once youre in a major
and unlike college , you cant change it ..
the major we pick in tech is prolly gonna be like FARRRR from the major we pick in college ..
theres no point
CANT WE JUST PICK WHATEVER AP CLASSES WE WANT INSTEAD OF HAVING ALL THESE FUCKING FIXED REQUIREMENTS JESUS CHRIST ?!
college crap is still crappy though LOL .
SELF STUDYING APS FTW LOLOLOLOLOLOL
waiting for someone to interpret my tarot reading on this LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
and imma talk to my mom about it tmrw ..
majors that i have some interests in : ssr cp chem id math
majors that i have been brainwashed about : arch biomed las ( i believe that forensics with ms.sirianni would be awesomeeeeee <3333)
majors that i will not go no matter what : electro compsci aero civil enviromental
media doesnt fit into any of them LOL
and i wont even bother with gateway ..
so yeah .. D:
edit on 3/12 :
ranks are out .. :/
most of them are pretty satisfying but the rank for las&ssr are just .. fucked up T^T
| Major | Your PI | Last Year's
Cut Off PI | Your PI Rank Among
This Year's
1164 Students |
|---|
| Aerospace Engineering | 392 | 331 | 22 |
| Architecture | 395 | 338 | 31 |
| Biological Sciences | 291 | 261 | 33 |
| Biomedical Engineering | 291 | 245 | 33 |
| Chemistry | 389 | 312 | 25 |
| Civil Engineering | 392 | 238 | 22 |
| College Prep | 96 | N/A | 50 |
| Computer Science | 392 | 293 | 29 |
| Electro-Mechanical Engineering | 392 | 297 | 22 |
| Environmental Science | 291 | 193 | 33 |
| Industrial Design | 298 | 217 | 49 |
| Law and Society | 375 | 323 | 156 |
| Mathematics | 291 | 227 | 36 |
| Media | 298 | 217 | 49 |
| Social Science Research | 375 | 342 | 156 |
my family never failed to amaze me .
so .
my uncle bought the plane tickets for me yesterday -_-
and they were fucking bitching at me about how i didnt tell them to go buy it earlier
DUDE ?
I WAS NEVER SUPPOSED TO .
THEY DIDNT EVEN TELL ME THAT THEY WERE GONNA GO BUY THE TICKETS YESTERDAY
WOWWW .
SO ILL BE FUCKING RUNNING OUTTA SCHOOL
ON JUNE 25TH THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
RIGHT AFTER I GET MY FUCKING REPORT CARD
and i gotta go early too cuz theyre assigning the seats based on when you sign in =.=
GO FUCKING DIE
I WAS SO MAD YESTERDAY
CUZ THEY DIDNT TELL ME SHIT
AND THEN THEY DECIDED OUTTA NOWHRE
AND BOUGHT THE TICKETS ON THE 25TH
THEYRE NOT EVEN GOING
AND THEY DIDNT BOTHER ASKING MY OPINION AT ALL
THEY JUST DECIDED THAT ILL JUST GTFO ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
AND COME BACK A WEEK BEFORE SCHOOL
NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT MY DAD WAS BEING A LAZY FUCKER
AND TOLD ME TO REGISTER FOR THE MEMBER CARD MYSELF
DUDE ?
YOU PPL NEVER TREATED ME AS I AM CAPABLE OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF
AND NOW I GOTTA BE "INDEPENDDENT" AND DO ALL THE SHIT ?
SO YOU DONT LET ME OUT CUZ NYC IS FUCKING "DANGEROUS"
AND YOU THINK THAT I CAN TOTALLY SURVIVE 24 HOURS BY MYESLF IN A FUCKING AIRPORT ?
STOP BEING FUCKING HYPOCRITES !
AFTER I COME BACK
IF THEY GO BITCH ABOUT HOW I CANT HANG OUT CUZ ITS DANGEROUS
ILL FUCKING PUNCH THAT BITCH IN THE FACE
=.=
so . fucking . pisssed .
OH WELL ITS NOT LIKE I WANNA BE WITH YOU FUCKERS DURING THE SUMMER
i want to at least hang out with ppl on the last day of school :[
and another reason is that ..
thats last day that i have ANY chance of seeing him ..
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ill get over him over the summer .
i hope ..
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate this FUCKING MAJOR system =.=
i am still so fuckinggg confused ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
BITCH TURNING EIGHTEEN ;O
so this week is .. gay .
LAST WEEKS PREFECT WAS OH SO BEAUTIFUL .
.. kinda .
so after gym i went to find selina and then we walked past zebras prefect room like 4 times LOLOLOL
i couldnt really see his face but yeah ..
he looks like a cutieeeeeeeeeeee LOLOLOL
but hes white and blonde so not really my type >_>
and then we stayed in the staircase watching johnny weirs pokerface performance in korea ..
jesus christ he looks so gayyyyyyyyyy in the homosexual way ;-;
on saturday me and alyssa had some interesting convo :3
whatever i said are in purple .
hehehehehee your boyfrans closeish fran is working with me nowz AHAHAHAHAH YOUR BOYFRANS ARENT CUTE
... why do i care? at least hes not as urgly as ur boyfrand.
just want you to be jealous and shut up at least he doesnt have a giant body and a small head
i'm not even close to jealous yet. yeah well... your boyfrand is...short so at least mine isnt some tiny pale ass, not that i know his ass is pale
i am short too so its all good . imagine if you and your boyfran go out and then you have to stand on a chair to kiss him :D ME AND HIM WILL MAKE THE PALEST ASIAN BABY ON EARTH MWAHAHA if i ever get the chance to make one with him -_-
eww. ur too good for him. and i think it'll look funny. prbly cuz hes uglay. hes not THAT tall. just a good 2 ft :/ i dont even wanna think about u two making a baby together. i wonder if it'll turn out as uglay as its father or as fobby as its mommy. it'll prbly get both XD
bitch . the babys gonna be intelligent and sexy like me while cluelessly cute like his/her father .. :D dont worry i wont name my son william cuz then he will be william lam AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*cough* sure he will . keep thinking that . ugh try not to make another annoying touchyfeely ass :D
i will never even get the chance to even touch him -___- damn maybe i should go for white girls ahahahaha but then theyre slutty :x
true . hes too freaked by u. ur not the white girl type so dont take them from me ;D
shuttttttt up . YOUR BOYFRANS ARE ASIAN ! i need more pale ass guys in my life
my girlfrand was halfff. and i prefer asian bois over white bois . lololol
mixed boys in tech are ugly .. idk why . asian boys in tech are either smart looking aka nerdy or athletic looking aka tanned as fuck .. white boys are either wapanese or too white for me
how bout we just agree that tech doesnt have good enough guys XD
:D ! only one i found was a hoe ohohoho -_-
lololololol
so this week is like march !
which means .. sigh .. his bdays coming up .
on monday ,
i went to the train station after school ..
and then i was like O.O for like .. a few seconds
cuz HE WAS THERE
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THIS SCHOOL YEAR
HES AT THE G TRAIN STATION AFTER 8TH ;OOOOOOOO
I WAS LIKE MAD EMBARASSED AND SHOCKED AND I WAS LIKE COVERING MY FACE WITH MY JACKET AND TALKING TO MY FRIEND CASUALLY ABOUT SOME CRAP SO IT WOULD SEEM LESS AWKWARD
GAHHHHHHHHHHHH ..
and then somehow dawn convinced me into giving her my old sn to talk to him
and then they did ..
it was kinda boring .. talking about majors
dfskjlfdsljkdfkljdfkljsfdlksldfk obviously he wasnt interested in the conversation LOLLL
and then on tuesday ..
i went to school at the same time ..
and then i went in from the center doors
and then when i was walking towards the center stairs
he came out and walked past me ..
it took me like 2 seconds to realize that its him but yeah he left already and i was like O.O again D:
and then today ..
only saw him when i was walking to bathroom
and then i realized that ..
he got a haircut .
A REALLY BAD ONE .
its like asianbuzzy and mohawky at the same time ..
actually it looks more like his mom cut it for him and fucked up :x
i named it MOMMY-CUT-IT-FOR-KELKEL hair ..
LMFAO yeah cuz it looks .. so childish .
so after lunch we were like walking around the same pace ?
AND THEN ANGEL DRAGGED ME TO THE STAIRS THAT HE TAKES
AND THEN WE WERE LIKE RIGHT BEHIND HIM
AND THEN MY BRAIN AUTOMATICALLY DIED ON ME
SO THEN I WAS LIKE PULLING MYSELF BACK
[ ENDED UP ALMOST SITTING ON THE FLOOR AND EVERYONE BEHIND ME WAS LOOKING AT ME LIKE O.O ]
and then i sorta walked slower so there would be like one person between me and him
but i was still hiding myself with my bag the whole time ......
SIGH .
i like ran to the library after 8th today to sign up for concession for major conferences LOLOLOL
you guys are going right ._______.
i saw ms.eng when i was going outside to buy a bagel
and then the first thing she said was "what major ?"
I WAS LIKE LOLOLOLOLOL
when i went to the deli
two seniors were standing in front of me
so i waited for them to move
and then they turned around
and the white one kept staring at me
so i stared at him back waiting for him to move
and then he finally moved after like 30 seconds
and he asked me for my name and recommended bagel with jelly
[ thank god i have an unique name ahahahahahahha ]
LMFAOOOOOOOOO
awwwwwwwkward .
but mcchicken was with him ._.
okay i think i am done .
HIS BDAY TMRW
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
