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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
my family never failed to amaze me .
Mar 7, 2010 6:01 PM | 1 Comments

so .
my uncle bought the plane tickets for me yesterday -_-
and they were fucking bitching at me about how i didnt tell them to go buy it earlier
DUDE ?
I WAS NEVER SUPPOSED TO .
THEY DIDNT EVEN TELL ME THAT THEY WERE GONNA GO BUY THE TICKETS YESTERDAY
WOWWW .

SO ILL BE FUCKING RUNNING OUTTA SCHOOL
ON JUNE 25TH THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
RIGHT AFTER I GET MY FUCKING REPORT CARD
and i gotta go early too cuz theyre assigning the seats based on when you sign in =.=
GO FUCKING DIE
I WAS SO MAD YESTERDAY
CUZ THEY DIDNT TELL ME SHIT
AND THEN THEY DECIDED OUTTA NOWHRE
AND BOUGHT THE TICKETS ON THE 25TH
THEYRE NOT EVEN GOING
AND THEY DIDNT BOTHER ASKING MY OPINION AT ALL
THEY JUST DECIDED THAT ILL JUST GTFO ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
AND COME BACK A WEEK BEFORE SCHOOL

NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT MY DAD WAS BEING A LAZY FUCKER
AND TOLD ME TO REGISTER FOR THE MEMBER CARD MYSELF
DUDE ?
YOU PPL NEVER TREATED ME AS I AM CAPABLE OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF
AND NOW I GOTTA BE "INDEPENDDENT" AND DO ALL THE SHIT ?
SO YOU DONT LET ME OUT CUZ NYC IS FUCKING "DANGEROUS"
AND YOU THINK THAT I CAN TOTALLY SURVIVE 24 HOURS BY MYESLF IN A FUCKING AIRPORT ?

STOP BEING FUCKING HYPOCRITES !
AFTER I COME BACK
IF THEY GO BITCH ABOUT HOW I CANT HANG OUT CUZ ITS DANGEROUS
ILL FUCKING PUNCH THAT BITCH IN THE FACE

=.=
so . fucking . pisssed .
OH WELL ITS NOT LIKE I WANNA BE WITH YOU FUCKERS DURING THE SUMMER

i want to at least hang out with ppl on the last day of school :[
and another reason is that ..
thats last day that i have ANY chance of seeing him ..
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ill get over him over the summer .
i hope ..
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate this FUCKING MAJOR system =.= 
i am still so fuckinggg confused ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Blogger Nana said...
u should focus on having fun in china
do all the ass kicking when u come back LOL

i hope u get over the monkey over summer too! ><

ugh. majors. T_T

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