so i realized that i havent written anything in like .. forever .
mainly cuz ive been kinda busy .. (?)
and theres like really little stuffs to stalk LOL

so yeah hes settling for st johns 6 year pharmacy program
which means .. if i dont do other crap or fuck up anything ..
we will graduate in the same year ..
WEIRDDDD ._____________.
but omgggg this morning i was walking to the stairs and then he came the other way OMGGGGGGGGGGG
havent seen him in the morning for SOOOOOOOO long ..

yesterday i was listening to stay together
and then boms line made me so sad it was something like i promised to say goodbye but i cannot forget
:[
kennys right .. i am too fixed on him and i am way too conscious ..

still stuck between ab and bc .
SOCIAL LIFE VERSUS NERDY LIFE
blehhhh .
i really want bc though ..
but reading penns site made me feel a LITTLE better ..

talking about the stupid ap exam
the world one is EXACTLY ONE MONTH AWAY
holy shiiiiiiit .
i only read 2 chapters of the prep book x.x

and stupid sat 2s are not that far either ..
almost done with chem ..
havent started math yet
MY BACK HURTS LIKE FUCKING SHIT TODAYYYY
it always feels mad stiff  and shit but today its like MAJORRRRRRR TIREDNESS and AWKWARDNESS
my body is not in a good enough shape for intense readinggggg ><

yeah .. i found more ssr ppl (:
i guess ill just make a closer bond to those ppl ~
there are some of them that i am not very fond of though -_-
oh my goddddddddddd .

ANYWAY .
FINGERS CROSSED FOR A 5 ON THE AP EXAM AND 800 ON EACH ONE OF MY SAT2S <333
T T

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so i am not expecting ppl to mess with it .
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saranghae jonghyun oppa♥
background music : 2am - i did wrong

- sleep early
- less procrastination
- do well on my sat 2s
- organize my room ;-;
- that monkey TT-TT

call me the fob or the pro stalker .

ppl that i love :
kim jonghyun ♥ , my mom, my moms mom, and my friends

things that i love :
shopping, money, cheesecake, k pop, chocolate chip cookies, & photoshopping

i am a hypocritical individual :
- i can be loud or shy .
- i think too much about the future but i dont give a shit about the present .
- i am very realistic yet i still want the ideals to happen .
- i laugh for the tiniest things and i cry a lot .
- i like and despise a loser that ill never get .






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