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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
BITCH TURNING EIGHTEEN ;O
Mar 3, 2010 11:09 PM | 2 Comments

so this week is .. gay .

LAST WEEKS PREFECT WAS OH SO BEAUTIFUL .
.. kinda .
so after gym i went to find selina and then we walked past zebras prefect room like 4 times LOLOLOL
i couldnt really see his face but yeah ..
he looks like a cutieeeeeeeeeeee LOLOLOL
but hes white and blonde so not really my type >_>
and then we stayed in the staircase watching johnny weirs pokerface performance in korea ..
jesus christ he looks so gayyyyyyyyyy in the homosexual way ;-;

on saturday me and alyssa had some interesting convo :3
whatever i said are in purple .

hehehehehee your boyfrans closeish fran is working with me nowz AHAHAHAHAH YOUR BOYFRANS ARENT CUTE
... why do i care? at least hes not as urgly as ur boyfrand.
just want you to be jealous and shut up at least he doesnt have a giant body and a small head
i'm not even close to jealous yet. yeah well... your boyfrand is...short so at least mine isnt some tiny pale ass, not that i know his ass is pale
i am short too so its all good . imagine if you and your boyfran go out and then you have to stand on a chair to kiss him :D ME AND HIM WILL MAKE THE PALEST ASIAN BABY ON EARTH MWAHAHA if i ever get the chance to make one with him -_-
eww. ur too good for him. and i think it'll look funny. prbly cuz hes uglay. hes not THAT tall. just a good 2 ft :/ i dont even wanna think about u two making a baby together. i wonder if it'll turn out as uglay as its father or as fobby as its mommy. it'll prbly get both XD
bitch . the babys gonna be intelligent and sexy like me while cluelessly cute like his/her father .. :D dont worry i wont name my son william cuz then he will be william lam AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*cough* sure he will . keep thinking that . ugh try not to make another annoying touchyfeely ass :D
i will never even get the chance to even touch him -___- damn maybe i should go for white girls ahahahaha but then theyre slutty :x
true . hes too freaked by u. ur not the white girl type so dont take them from me ;D
shuttttttt up . YOUR BOYFRANS ARE ASIAN ! i need more pale ass guys in my life
my girlfrand was halfff. and i prefer asian bois over white bois . lololol
mixed boys in tech are ugly .. idk why . asian boys in tech are either smart looking aka nerdy or athletic looking aka tanned as fuck .. white boys are either wapanese or too white for me
how bout we just agree that tech doesnt have good enough guys XD
:D ! only one i found was a hoe ohohoho -_-
lololololol

so this week is like march !
which means .. sigh .. his bdays coming up .
on monday ,
i went to the train station after school ..
and then i was like O.O for like .. a few seconds
cuz HE WAS THERE
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THIS SCHOOL YEAR
HES AT THE G TRAIN STATION AFTER 8TH ;OOOOOOOO
I WAS LIKE MAD EMBARASSED AND SHOCKED AND I WAS LIKE COVERING MY FACE WITH MY JACKET AND TALKING TO MY FRIEND CASUALLY ABOUT SOME CRAP SO IT WOULD SEEM LESS AWKWARD
GAHHHHHHHHHHHH ..

and then somehow dawn convinced me into giving her my old sn to talk to him
and then they did ..
it was kinda boring .. talking about majors
dfskjlfdsljkdfkljdfkljsfdlksldfk obviously he wasnt interested in the conversation LOLLL

and then on tuesday ..
i went to school at the same time ..
and then i went in from the center doors
and then when i was walking towards the center stairs
he came out and walked past me ..
it took me like 2 seconds to realize that its him but yeah he left already and i was like O.O again D:

and then today ..
only saw him when i was walking to bathroom
and then i realized that ..
he got a haircut .
A REALLY BAD ONE .
its like asianbuzzy and mohawky at the same time ..
actually it looks more like his mom cut it for him and fucked up :x
i named it MOMMY-CUT-IT-FOR-KELKEL hair ..
LMFAO yeah cuz it looks .. so childish .

so after lunch we were like walking around the same pace ?
AND THEN ANGEL DRAGGED ME TO THE STAIRS THAT HE TAKES
AND THEN WE WERE LIKE RIGHT BEHIND HIM
AND THEN MY BRAIN AUTOMATICALLY DIED ON ME
SO THEN I WAS LIKE PULLING MYSELF BACK
[ ENDED UP ALMOST SITTING ON THE FLOOR AND EVERYONE BEHIND ME WAS LOOKING AT ME LIKE O.O ]
and then i sorta walked slower so there would be like one person between me and him
but i was still hiding myself with my bag the whole time ......
SIGH .

i like ran to the library after 8th today to sign up for concession for major conferences LOLOLOL
you guys are going right ._______.
i saw ms.eng when i was going outside to buy a bagel
and then the first thing she said was "what major ?"
I WAS LIKE LOLOLOLOLOL

when i went to the deli
two seniors were standing in front of me
so i waited for them to move
and then they turned around
and the white one kept staring at me
so i stared at him back waiting for him to move
and then he finally moved after like 30 seconds
and he asked me for my name and recommended bagel with jelly
[ thank god i have an unique name ahahahahahahha ]
LMFAOOOOOOOOO
awwwwwwwkward .
but mcchicken was with him ._.

okay i think i am done .

HIS BDAY TMRW
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Blogger Nana said...
WE HAVE TO SIGN UP for the major thing on the 10th and 11th?
:O
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
no baby .

i signed up to RUN CONCESSION for nhs during the conference .

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