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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
NERDAY RANJAAAAAAAR
Mar 31, 2010 10:29 PM | 3 Comments

so yeah its spring break but i dont really have a lot of plans ..
or you can say .. i really want to somehow finish reading three fucking prep books in a week -_-
the weathers really messed up and my wallets really messed up so .. those are also .. T-T
so YES i actually planned to read my sat 2 chem math book and my ap world review book ..

anyway yesterday i was supposed to .. read and do math hw ..
but while i was doing math .. i got sidetracked like A LOT cuz shahs hw is THAT gay .
so i ended up not reading anything and today .. i got sidetracked again but I MUST FUCKING FINISH THAT FUCKING HW BITCH TONIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
um yeah i am like really mad right now cuz his hw is just so fucking gay
THAT BITCH FACE
THE FONT IS SO DAMN FUCKING SMALL I EVEN NEED A MAGNIFYING GLASS AND I AM NOT KIDDING AT ALL
KLJFSDJLKFDSJLKFDSJKL BITCH
THIS SHIT IS SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING
SO MANY QUESTIONS THAT HE NEVER EVEN FUCKING TAUGHT ABOUT
I SERIOUSLY HATE THAT BITCH

hello baby ep 11 subs are still not out T___________________T
jonghyun babys bdays coming uppp <3333333
and hyoris h logic is coming out on that day too <3
um .
i havent been on aim cuz i dont wanna get bothered by random fucking ppl sorry x.x

um .
went to karaoke on monday and it was funnnn :3
except there was this fucking emoass bastard who messed up the mood of everyone -_-
whatever .

i wonder if bing accepted him .

imma change the layout soon ..
ill do it tonight if i somehow manage to finish shahs fucking hw before 12 =.=

i dont want to know the major results .
ill most likely end up in ssr with no one thats close to me .
yet i still cant wait for junior year because sophomore years just crap .
ive been waiting for summer since september .
ill miss him when he leaves .
i truly miss freshman year .

i am pretty sure some of you already know that my dream schools wharton of upenn ..
but now ill even .. push .. myself .. more ..
CUZ OMG THE HUNTSMAN PROGRAM LOOKS SO FREAKING AWESOMEEEEE
like .. really ..
since i really want to go back to china after i graduate and crap
and like at least one semester of studying abroad is required :33333
and like holy shit the best colleges in china :o even though theyre not in gz but still
OH EM GEEEEEEE MOMMMYYYYYYYY <3333
but the acceptance rate .. T-T
its like .. around .. 7 percent ..
but well still OMG HOLY SHIT MOMMYYY

okay i really should finish shahs god damn hw ..
even though i have like a headache AND cramps -_______-

Blogger Nana said...
so thats why you haven't been on aim ;-;

i miss freshman year too ):

wow it kinda seems like you've got your future 5 or so years planned out.
sometimes i wish i could be that way, rather than having no fucking clue what i want to do with my life.
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
keke you can always post something on my wall ..
i still check fb like a few times a day ..

i like to think ahead :3
but who knows i might change my mind Dx
(or even worse .. not being able to follow the path cuz i am too retarded -_- )
Blogger Connie said...
AT LEAST YOU GOT YOUR PREP BOOKS! MINE ARE STILL SHIPPING (that's what i get for waiting till last minute to order) OMG, XIN RU; NEED HELP WITH MATH >_<

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