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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
majors can suck my nonexistent dick .
Mar 11, 2010 9:17 PM | 3 Comments

the major selection that i had been looking forward to has finally come .
and now its giving me mental breakdowns .

when i first came to tech i wanted to go to media cuz of photoshop
and then i wanted to go to math but then i gave up cuz of the triple pds cal bc/physic c
and then i got somewhat brainwashed by ms.eng and wanted to go to arch for like one day LOL
and then i was stuck between ssr and ias ..
after i persuaded myself that ill somehow survive ap english in ias
NOW THERES NO MORE IAS !

great .
just great .
i was so devastated by the news ..
at first i was just complaining about how the name is stupid and etc ..
but i was still leaning towards cp ..
ppl kept talking about it and i just kept spazzing ..
and then today i dragged selina to go to the conference
that asher was like no more ias the new college crap is OPEN TO EVERYONEEEEEEEE
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK ?!

idk .
i am just really devastated .
its like after ive used so much of my courage to make myself pick ias
now its just gone ........
even though its similar its not the same anymore ........
ias means so much to me .
and college prep is just .. -_-
THE NAMES DESPERATE
THE REQUIREMENTS ARE EASY
THEYRE JUST FUCKING MAKING ANOTHER POTENTIAL POTHEAD MAJOR
=.=

whatever .
it would be really reallyyyy hard for me to persuade myself again -_-
it used to be like
ias - overacheivery
ssr - underacheivery
so i was going for overacheivery
but now ssr has double pd apush too ._.
so its like around the same now ..
GAHHHHHH .

i really hate the idea of a major system
basically the amount and the type of aps are fixed once youre in a major
and unlike college , you cant change it ..
the major we pick in tech is prolly gonna be like FARRRR from the major we pick in college ..
theres no point
CANT WE JUST PICK WHATEVER AP CLASSES WE WANT INSTEAD OF HAVING ALL THESE FUCKING FIXED REQUIREMENTS JESUS CHRIST ?!
college crap is still crappy though LOL .
SELF STUDYING APS FTW LOLOLOLOLOLOL

waiting for someone to interpret my tarot reading on this LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
and imma talk to my mom about it tmrw ..
majors that i have some interests in : ssr cp chem id math
majors that i have been brainwashed about : arch biomed las ( i believe that forensics with ms.sirianni would be awesomeeeeee <3333)
majors that i will not go no matter what : electro compsci aero civil enviromental
media doesnt fit into any of them LOL
and i wont even bother with gateway ..
so yeah .. D:

edit on 3/12 :
ranks are out .. :/
most of them are pretty satisfying but the rank for las&ssr are just .. fucked up T^T
MajorYour PILast Year's
Cut Off PI
Your PI Rank Among
This Year's
1164 Students
Aerospace Engineering 392 331 22
Architecture 395 338 31
Biological Sciences 291 261 33
Biomedical Engineering 291 245 33
Chemistry 389 312 25
Civil Engineering 392 238 22
College Prep 96 N/A 50
Computer Science 392 293 29
Electro-Mechanical Engineering 392 297 22
Environmental Science 291 193 33
Industrial Design 298 217 49
Law and Society 375 323 156
Mathematics 291 227 36
Media 298 217 49
Social Science Research 375 342 156

Blogger Connie said...
Holy shit. After looking at your rankings and seeing almost all of them being in the top 50; I died a little inside...

I beat you in Law & Society & Social Science Research; must be because of the history classes.

College Prep is basically the same thing as IAS only now; they don't REQUIRE you to take OD APs.
Blogger D said...
=.=
IDK WHAT YOU MEAN BY "MESSED UP"
IF YOU THINK UR SSR AND LAS ARE MESSED UP
YOUR HEAD IS MESSED UP.
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
connie : LOL everyone in my chem class have highass ranks -_-
i have mediocre grades in history AND english so yeah T-T

cp doesnt have the prestige of ias anymore :/

dawn : IT IS MESSED UP .. THEY ARE SO BAD COMPARED TO MY OTHER SEXY RANKS :[

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