my heart is like that crack in the sidewalk you walk on every day .

fate loves fucking with me .

May 13, 2010 8:23 PM | 1 Comments

Day 13 — A fictional book
guiyeoni - outsider

a typical story .
a normal looking girl getting into a rich house and then fall in love with the cold handsome guy while another nice hotties just there loving her ..
and of course i am in love with eunchan , the nice hottie .
eunchans not typical .. hes like a kid , but he still became mature and decided to stepped away -sighs-
i dont understand why the dumb bitch would ever choose haru ..
he at first was obviously using her , and he never really bothered to give her any warmth .. or sweetness .
when he wants her he gets all bossy when he doesnt then he would just be so cold ..
okay i know i shouldnt be talking cuz i am one of those losers too but ..
IF I HAVE LIKE SOME OTHER HOTTIES AROUND ME THEN FUCK THAT BITCH YO ! LOL

i still cant forget the scene where haru gave her gum and then told her to spit it out
she wouldnt do it so he frenched her in the elevator and when the door opened eunchan was right there ..
WHAT A GREAT BIG BROTHER -_______-
HARU BITCH .

anyway .
todays a bad day .
at lunch i was like "iwontlooktowardshistableiwontlookiwontlook"
so i looked the other way
and then he came all of a sudden from the other way
and our eyes met for like 1 second
and then he walked past me
and i was like dropping onto the floor accidently LMFAOOOOO
I AM LIKE RIGHT HERE
TRYING SO HARD
AND HE JUST RUINS IT
UGH -_-

AND NOW HE LIKES "99 ways to start a conversation with someone you like ♥♥."
after "how to make a girl smile ♥♥" and some shit like "i love my bed but would rather be in yours"
NOW YOU WANNA START A CONVO .. NICE
GOOD LUCK NIGGA
WATCH YOU NOT GET A GF EVERR
i love nanas response though ..

NANAsOrangeStar (7:27:56 PM): CUZ OF COURSE HE NEEDS COMMUNICATION HELP

LOLOLOLOL<3

anyway , took the ap world practice exam today ..
it was SO . FUCKING . DETAILED !
LJFSKKLJSDFJKLFDSJFKLSDJLKFSDJLK
i was like wtf wtf wtf on all of them
thank god i like .. eliminated at least 2 choices for each one
phewww .
I WOULD BE HAPPY WITH 35 RIGHT OUT OF 70 :X
thats so bad ..
I JUST WANT A 4 ON THE AP EXAMMMM THATS IT LOL
fuck getting a 5 .. it will never happen unless i get all 9s on all 3 essays
me simon and anthony walked to atlantic after the test
they wanted to play pool but i was like NAHHHHH
i saw mindy at the station ..
I SWEAR ATLANTIC IS LIKE MIX OF TECH AND STUY KIDSSSS :o

I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR AP WORLD UGH .

May 12, 2010 10:28 PM | 1 Comments

day 08-12 :xxxxxxxx

Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad

thinking about the society in china makes me really sad sometimes .

Day 09 — A photo you took

<3333

Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago

umm i dont have it here .. D:

Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently

hahahahahahahahahha<3

Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy

i swear to god this looks AND sounds like sorry sorry and super girl -_-
EUNHYUK SO SEXY LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <333333

May 7, 2010 11:19 PM | 0 Comments

Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy

taken by selina at mr mrs, tech .
r.i.p mini mohawk D:

ill talk about my day .. later .

omgomgomgomg the 6th .

May 6, 2010 8:41 PM | 1 Comments

Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
gummy - as a man mv

the song itself is like blehh .
but everyones like OMFGGG KIM HYUN JOONG LOOKS SO CUTE IN THE MV
so then i watched it ..
his face and nostrils looked smaller than they were in bof o_o
or maybe its just me ..
anyway .
the lyrics are so sad T T

Since you're a man, since you're a man, you wouldn't know even if you died
Since I'm lacking, Since I'm foolish, I'm only looking at you
Since you're a man, since you're a man, you don't understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won't be able to change, because you're a man

so today .
after gym i was like walking slow with amy on purpose
but like .. when i opened the door into the staircase on the 6th
i saw penny coming out of the stairs
and then him .......
i was like all shocked and stuffs
so i stopped for like a second and i was like blushing and shit
and then he kept walking ..
and amy pushed me so i was walking behind him and his friend >///<
ahhhh so embarassingggg .
hes wearing that rainbow shirt that actually is just like different green colors ;x
and then me mabel and xinting are going to bathroom as usual
and when we passed by the lunch place he was at the salad bar or whatever that is
so i was like OH THAT ONE WITH THE RAINBOW SHIRT
and then florence screamed my name so i stopped and talked to her for a while
and then we kept walking and mabel was like "he really does look clueless .. and not pretty"
so i was like "well guys are not supposed to be pretty !"
and then after two seconds mabel was whispering "hes right behind you .."
and then i somehow saw the rainbowy green shade ..
and i was like SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT and put my head like on mabels shoulder to hide my head o.O;;;
idk why i did that ..
isnt it like more obvious that way x_x
ugh . anyway so it was like embarassing as hell ..

me and peter chilled at the park
and then there were this whole bunch of black girls
and they drew stuffs on the road with like color chalks
it was really cute !
so like i tried to not step on it to mess it up
and then they were like mad hyper about how considerate i was
LOLOLOL that was awkwardddd

the college thingy was boring >_>
whatever .
me dawn and yiman were walking to dekalb
and then we saw alyssa andy kevin susan and alyssas poor little son chris
talked to them for a while and left
me and yiman were talking about if her friend irene and zhuolin are going out LOL
saw garick on the g .. then home .

we all know that even fb knows that i am stalking him
so OBVIOUSLY his status update was on my top news again LOLOL

MONKEY
Wtf I just got accepted to hunter...
HIS COUSIN
good job? LOL
MONKEY
i was surprised... i mean its kinda late and i was already planning on doing pharm at st johns...
COUSIN
ooh really? mad good! LOL congratssssssss
MONKEY
im caught in a dilemma... cheaper tuition at hunter? or more expensive in stjohns but its pharm... damn it :(((
COUSIN
do pharmacy! more stable and $
MONKEY
yea but thats like 20k a yr for 6 yrs compared to 5k for 4 yrs @hunter...
COUSIN
and what are you gunna do at hunter -_-
MONKEY
comp sci
COUSIN
LOOOL okay you have fun with that!
MONKEY
FML!!!

I CANT HELP BUT LAUGH
its probbaly karma for rejecting you xD
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OMG I LOVE YOU NANA
ROFLROFLROFLRORLFLROFLROFL
THIS IS JUST SO FUNNNNY
you seem to be a bit high LOL
high off of monkey's unfortunate-ness xD
AHAHAHAHAHHAHHAA
please .. its not even THAT unfortunate
he's prolli confused right now xD
PUHLEASEEE
WHEN IS HE EVER NOT CONFUSED
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL<3
LMAOOOOO
if he saved up his mula
instead of giving all of those money to wrinkly white guys that opened WHITEHOTMANCLOTHESSTORES
maybe he would have more money to pay his st johns tuition
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i cant imagine him being in comp sci though .______.
whateverrr its his choice theyre both in nyc anyway ;x
oh and .. I SUSPECT THAT HE MOVED D;
THIS NIGGA ALSO JOINED "THE WORST FEELING EVER IS FEELING LIKE YOU MISSED YOUR CHANCE"
AFTER HIS "HOW TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE <3 <3" AND "I LOVE MY BED BUT I WOULD RATHER BE IN YOURS"
FUCK YOUUU UGHGHGHGHGHHG

so many ppl already happy early bday to me
cuz they wont see me later LOL
hehehe i feel lovedddd :D
hw timee !

its cinco de mayo !

May 5, 2010 9:49 PM | 0 Comments

Day 05 — Your favorite quote
"To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving, that is romance."

dianas so lucky ..
today he was like walking right behind her again >.<
anyways so i walked towards her ..
wasnt looking at him but hes still within the range of my peripheral view ..
i think he looked at me but you know peripheral views are .. not .. that .. reliable ..
i would only know if i was like staring at him at the same time LOL

hes wearing a white tee todayyy .
when i was walking to the bathroom
i saw him drinking milk ..
and idk why i just thought it was like MAD adorable
and then i just said "hes drinking milk !" like subconsciously x.x
mabel and xinting was laughing at me D:
anyway .. it felt really awkward to see him liking
"It Seems Like When I Become Too Happy, Something Bad Happens."
ahhhhh >.<

our seats got switched today again in spanishhhh
after like mad changing i just ended up moving one seat towards the front ..
but the sad thing is that ..
now joshuas like right next to the seat in front of me
and raymonds right next to the seat behind me T T ..
those two took my pencil and eraser several times today already >;[
after spanish i sprayed stuffs all over raymond cuz he sprayed cologne on me yesterday LOL
and then he took out the cologne T T .....................
and that stupid white dude was just watching againnnnn
he never does anything except watching .. as if its like a drama or something LMFAOO

so i got home today and got a nap for like an hour .
HAVENT HAD A NAP FOR YEARS LOL
but it just made me even more tired ;x
MR.STEVENS GIVING US A PRACTICE AP WORLD EXAM ON THE 13TH
thats so gay ..
i would have to wait till 3 again -_-
and like hes gonna count it as part of the 3rd mp average
and i wont be prepared by the 13th .. fml -_____-
he also keeps giving us the hardest questions to write about
so like most of the classes ended up with a f on the most recent thesis writing cuz we all thought that was comparative instead of change/continuity over time =_=
I REALLY WANT A GOOD GRADE IN AP WORLD T T ..
and math too ......