I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
gummy - as a man mv
the song itself is like blehh .
but everyones like OMFGGG KIM HYUN JOONG LOOKS SO CUTE IN THE MV
so then i watched it ..
his face and nostrils looked smaller than they were in bof o_o
or maybe its just me ..
anyway .
the lyrics are so sad T T
Since you're a man, since you're a man, you wouldn't know even if you died
Since I'm lacking, Since I'm foolish, I'm only looking at you
Since you're a man, since you're a man, you don't understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won't be able to change, because you're a man
so today .
after gym i was like walking slow with amy on purpose
but like .. when i opened the door into the staircase on the 6th
i saw penny coming out of the stairs
and then him .......
i was like all shocked and stuffs
so i stopped for like a second and i was like blushing and shit
and then he kept walking ..
and amy pushed me so i was walking behind him and his friend >///<
ahhhh so embarassingggg .
hes wearing that rainbow shirt that actually is just like different green colors ;x
and then me mabel and xinting are going to bathroom as usual
and when we passed by the lunch place he was at the salad bar or whatever that is
so i was like OH THAT ONE WITH THE RAINBOW SHIRT
and then florence screamed my name so i stopped and talked to her for a while
and then we kept walking and mabel was like "he really does look clueless .. and not pretty"
so i was like "well guys are not supposed to be pretty !"
and then after two seconds mabel was whispering "hes right behind you .."
and then i somehow saw the rainbowy green shade ..
and i was like SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT and put my head like on mabels shoulder to hide my head o.O;;;
idk why i did that ..
isnt it like more obvious that way x_x
ugh . anyway so it was like embarassing as hell ..
me and peter chilled at the park
and then there were this whole bunch of black girls
and they drew stuffs on the road with like color chalks
it was really cute !
so like i tried to not step on it to mess it up
and then they were like mad hyper about how considerate i was
LOLOLOL that was awkwardddd
the college thingy was boring >_>
whatever .
me dawn and yiman were walking to dekalb
and then we saw alyssa andy kevin susan and alyssas poor little son chris
talked to them for a while and left
me and yiman were talking about if her friend irene and zhuolin are going out LOL
saw garick on the g .. then home .
we all know that even fb knows that i am stalking him
so OBVIOUSLY his status update was on my top news again LOLOL
MONKEY
Wtf I just got accepted to hunter...
HIS COUSIN
good job? LOL
MONKEY
i was surprised... i mean its kinda late and i was already planning on doing pharm at st johns...
COUSIN
ooh really? mad good! LOL congratssssssss
MONKEY
im caught in a dilemma... cheaper tuition at hunter? or more expensive in stjohns but its pharm... damn it :(((
COUSIN
do pharmacy! more stable and $
MONKEY
yea but thats like 20k a yr for 6 yrs compared to 5k for 4 yrs @hunter...
COUSIN
and what are you gunna do at hunter -_-
MONKEY
comp sci
COUSIN
LOOOL okay you have fun with that!
MONKEY
FML!!!
I CANT HELPBUTLAUGH
its probbaly karma for rejecting you xD
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OMGI LOVE YOU NANA
ROFLROFLROFLRORLFLROFLROFL
THIS IS JUST SOFUNNNNY
you seem to be a bit high LOL
high off of monkey's unfortunate-ness xD
AHAHAHAHAHHAHHAA
please ..its not even THAT unfortunate
he's prolli confused right now xD
PUHLEASEEE
WHEN IS HE EVER NOT CONFUSED
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL<3
LMAOOOOO
if he saved up his mula
instead of giving all of those money to wrinkly white guys that opened WHITEHOTMANCLOTHESSTORES
maybe he would have more money to pay his st johns tuition
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i cant imagine him being in comp sci though .______.
whateverrr its his choice theyre both in nyc anyway ;x
oh and .. I SUSPECT THAT HE MOVED D;
THIS NIGGA ALSO JOINED "THE WORST FEELING EVER IS FEELING LIKE YOU MISSED YOUR CHANCE"
AFTER HIS "HOW TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE <3 <3" AND "I LOVE MY BED BUT I WOULD RATHER BE IN YOURS"
FUCK YOUUU UGHGHGHGHGHHG
so many ppl already happy early bday to me
cuz they wont see me later LOL
hehehe i feel lovedddd :D
hw timee !
this is my blog .
so i am not expecting ppl to mess with it .
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thank you very much .
saranghae jonghyun oppa♥
background music : 2am - i did wrong
Where is my genie ?
- sleep early
- less procrastination
- do well on my sat 2s
- organize my room ;-;
- that monkey TT-TT
I am not like anyone else .
call me the fob or the pro stalker .
ppl that i love :
kim jonghyun ♥ , my mom, my moms mom, and my friends
things that i love :
shopping, money, cheesecake, k pop, chocolate chip cookies, & photoshopping
i am a hypocritical individual :
- i can be loud or shy .
- i think too much about the future but i dont give a shit about the present .
- i am very realistic yet i still want the ideals to happen .
- i laugh for the tiniest things and i cry a lot .
- i like and despise a loser that ill never get .
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