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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
fate loves fucking with me .
May 13, 2010 8:23 PM | 1 Comments

Day 13 — A fictional book
guiyeoni - outsider

a typical story .
a normal looking girl getting into a rich house and then fall in love with the cold handsome guy while another nice hotties just there loving her ..
and of course i am in love with eunchan , the nice hottie .
eunchans not typical .. hes like a kid , but he still became mature and decided to stepped away -sighs-
i dont understand why the dumb bitch would ever choose haru ..
he at first was obviously using her , and he never really bothered to give her any warmth .. or sweetness .
when he wants her he gets all bossy when he doesnt then he would just be so cold ..
okay i know i shouldnt be talking cuz i am one of those losers too but ..
IF I HAVE LIKE SOME OTHER HOTTIES AROUND ME THEN FUCK THAT BITCH YO ! LOL

i still cant forget the scene where haru gave her gum and then told her to spit it out
she wouldnt do it so he frenched her in the elevator and when the door opened eunchan was right there ..
WHAT A GREAT BIG BROTHER -_______-
HARU BITCH .


anyway .
todays a bad day .
at lunch i was like "iwontlooktowardshistableiwontlookiwontlook"
so i looked the other way
and then he came all of a sudden from the other way
and our eyes met for like 1 second
and then he walked past me
and i was like dropping onto the floor accidently LMFAOOOOO
I AM LIKE RIGHT HERE
TRYING SO HARD
AND HE JUST RUINS IT
UGH -_-

AND NOW HE LIKES "99 ways to start a conversation with someone you like ♥♥."
after "how to make a girl smile ♥♥" and some shit like "i love my bed but would rather be in yours"
NOW YOU WANNA START A CONVO .. NICE
GOOD LUCK NIGGA
WATCH YOU NOT GET A GF EVERR
i love nanas response though ..
NANAsOrangeStar (7:27:56 PM): CUZ OF COURSE HE NEEDS COMMUNICATION HELP
LOLOLOLOL<3

anyway , took the ap world practice exam today ..
it was SO . FUCKING . DETAILED !
LJFSKKLJSDFJKLFDSJFKLSDJLKFSDJLK
i was like wtf wtf wtf on all of them
thank god i like .. eliminated at least 2 choices for each one
phewww .
I WOULD BE HAPPY WITH 35 RIGHT OUT OF 70 :X
thats so bad ..
I JUST WANT A 4 ON THE AP EXAMMMM THATS IT LOL
fuck getting a 5 .. it will never happen unless i get all 9s on all 3 essays
me simon and anthony walked to atlantic after the test
they wanted to play pool but i was like NAHHHHH
i saw mindy at the station ..
I SWEAR ATLANTIC IS LIKE MIX OF TECH AND STUY KIDSSSS :o

Blogger Nana said...
damn.
hearing ppl talk about ap exams is like a remiinder that regents is so so close ><

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