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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
i know the voices dying with a dying fall .
Feb 23, 2010 11:27 PM | 4 Comments

school , again .
i cant wait for spring break already LOLLLLLL

so yesterday .. dawn texted me during 3rd and told me that he was wearing pink !
i was like SOOOOOOOOOO exciteddddd
but then when i got into lunch i only saw him wearing a black jacket :[
when i checked later i realized that he was wearing a pink polo(?) shirt underneathhhh
PINK SHIRT ON PALE GUYS IS LIKE GAY BUT CUTEEEEEE <3
tanned guys would look like some disgusting mud covered in pink .

i was really tired yesterday
even though i had only 2 hw ..
slept at 12 cuz after i finished hw i started reading love stories ..
its like a habit that formed after the break .
so hard to find good ones nowww :[

so todayyyyy :D
me and amy got outta gym right when the bell rang
and i was like shit hes prolly in the caferteria already
but as i was walking to the cafeteria door
i saw him coming
and i was like AHHHH !
black jacket red hoodie and CHECKERED VANS SLIP ON <33
his hair looks a little messy but in a cute wayyyy :3
so i was like squishing in and stuffs
and like theres like two ppl between us
i think that he saw me and then he sorta stopped a little
so like we wouldnt get in at the same timee

and then .. when it was like almost 8
he got on
and then i didnt pay attention cuz he was on mobile yesterday too
and then i realized that HES NOT MOBILE
I WAS LIKE OMFGGGGGGGGGWHATJKLTJLKSDLKFSDKLJ
but yeah
after like an hour of struggling .. and ranting ..
i decided that i wont talk to him
even though i really wanted to
i wanted go like YOU STUPID HOE >;[ AM I REALLY THAT CREEPY ? I LOOK BETTER THAN YOU THOUGH LOLOLOL
he got off eventually ..
prolly went to sleep .. > 3< sleeping beautyr LOL

and then i went to his pf ..
hoping to see something
AND I DID =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
AHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
I SAW THAT GET TO KNOW YOURSELF BETTER APP THING
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
MORE LIKE GET TO KNOW ME BETTER MS STALKER !
okay imma be really creepy and bitchy right now .. BEWARE
i am putting my reactions in red .

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. bs .You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. WORDD ? TOO MUCH ESTROGEN AND PROGESTERONE GOING UP AND DOWN ? You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. i know right >_>
Your view on yourself: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth YOURE FUNNY .
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward TOOOOOO straight forward actually .
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both side
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You like serious i am mad serious about liking you jesus fucking christ !
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Smart smarter than you -.-
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Determined people VERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY determined unfortunately
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don't judge a book by its cover 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style cuz youre not good looking either , duh
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes FUNNNNNAYYY
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding fuck .
The seriousness of your love: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like FUCK X 2
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Beautifully in love FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
Your views on education: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas pft .
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will probably end up with an unusual job ahemhoboahem xP
The right job for you: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them AHAHAHAHAHHAHA
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Achieve success
How do you view success: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous STOP BEING A CHICKEN AND VIEW ME AS THE CREEPY STALKER GEEZ
What are you most afraid of: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble MEMEMEME
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Independence is important to you
 
HEHEHEHEHEHE
ILL BE WAITING FOR DAWNDAWNS STALKING REPORT TMRWW
AND ME AND SELINA WILL .. FUCK PREFECT AND GO STALK THEM LITTLE KIDS

Blogger ありさ said...
OMG. me and him got basically the same thing...
other than the education one and the job one...
slightly freaky... O_O
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
alyssa : LOL cuz there are only a few choices so its either this or that ..

nana : he would look less white than usual and more .. yellow .
actually he was wearing yellow today and he looked yellow too ..
Blogger D said...
he wears a buncha colors o.o
and i noticed he likes to wear black for easy matching
i think i remember him wearing yellow yesterday or today?
i see him twice a day now .__.
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
yeah he wears black a lot now ..
last year he wore a LOT of navy ..
and yes on wednesday he wore black hoodie and yellow shirt ..

BITCH I AM JEALOUS .

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