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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
fuck yeah stalker♥
Feb 7, 2010 6:22 PM | 5 Comments

going back to school again FMLLLLLL .
well .
i was supposed to be in school at 7:30 to help deliver the flowers
but my alarm didnt ring ..
so i WOKE up at 7:20 :/
i wanted to get his prefect
but then I GOT THE PREFECT THATS LIKE 3 LETTERS AWAY FROM HIS T_T

grossharts class is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO boring .
we spend like 40 minutes talking about scientific notation and engineering notation
and according to someone who has him later
he only spend like 25 minutes talking about those crap :[
and then we got gym now :/
since we have 8th floor gym before lunch
we have to walk down to 6th then back up to 7th

so on wednesday , me and amy were walking together
peter was somewhere in the front
i was like playing oh on my phonee
and then when i pushed the door into the stairs
tb came up from the staircase T__________T
and i was like OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i tried to hide my face behind amy
and then when i was walking behind him
i was looking down at my phone the WHOLEEEEEEE TIMEEEE D;
god i felt so fucking embarassing .
he was like wearing that olive jacket .. beanie .. and the pair of shoes that i HATED .

and then i had leadership afterwards
and i volunteered (and dragged shan) to organize the flowers that werent sent out
when i saw this flower that said his name on it i was like OH . MY . GOD .
and then i looked at the message and it said something like stupid kid that i wont give money to
IT WASNT LIKE FROM HIS LOVERS OR WHATEVER LOLL
thank god .

on thursday , i left chem pretty late
and peter didnt wait for me :[
so i was little mad at him
during gym jolly ditched me and became partners with jessica
so i took amy away from peter
and he ended up with sharon ];
he was like bitching at me the whole timee that we were walking to lunch
and then after we sat down he was still like YOU WIFE STEALER
tb came in and i was walking in the opposite direction
it seemed like he was trying to look if there was something stuck on his jeans
but then to me it just seemed like he was trying to find excuses to look down -_-"
just like what i did on wednesday
the sad part is that
when i was thinking about my theory
i thought that it was suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper cute T-T
he was wearing .. uh black jacket white shirt bright blue skinnies and the checker vans slip on :O
reminded me of last part of replays mv LOLOLOLOLOL ♥

anyway , so peter was bitchingbitching bitching bitching
about how he hates sharon she never does shit blah blah
WELL I WAS IN HER GROUP FOR HEALTH FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING SEMESTER
my health grade for 2nd mp was like 80 something cuz she didnt print out the stuffs on the due day .
thank god i got like 103 1st mp so that saved my ass .
so then i got really annoyed and i went like
OKAY FINE WHATEVER YOU CAN HAVE AMY BACK
and then he turned all happy and shit and went like I LOVE YOU
it made me felt like shit .
and yiman , being the usual her , wouldnt leave me alone
even though i was screaming at peter and everyone noticed that i was pissed off
so then i started screaming at her -_____-
peter apologized later so i was like okay .


AND NOW OMGOSH FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY
so after gym .. i was hoping to see him ..
and then on the stairs
i kept looking at the back
but then when i was about to swipe
i realized that he was somewhere in the front -______-
i only got to see his back -_____-
anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
me mabel yiman and nana were going to the bathroom together
and then nana went back to get her id
since i want to look at him i was waiting for nana
she didnt come back -_____-
but then the announcement was calling for him !
i was like OMGOSHHHHHHHHHH LUCKYYYY ;DDDDDDD
SO HE RANNNNN TO THE CENTERWEST TABLE
IT WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT I EVER SAW HIM RUNNING DDDD;
sooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeee !
he came back with a piece of paperrr ..
i wonder what it is :/
yiman forced me to pick up the flowers >_>
after lunch angel took my bag for me cuz i forgot about it ..
and then she gave me the bag and then held the flowers for me
and then i saw tb walking with my peripheral sight .
DAMNNNNNNN IT T.T
why didnt i hold the flowers myselffffff D:
maybe he wouldve seen it and get a little jealousss


when i got home .
i saw that hes now friends with raymond on fb
I WAS LIKE OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I WILL KILL YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
T___________T
stupid raymond .
sdflfsdljksdfjklfdsklfsdkljfsdkljkflsd .
someone tagged him as the wrong person in this pic ..
FAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LOL
and he joined that apple ipad giveaway shit ..
COMEEEE ONNNN ARE YOU RETARDEEDDDD D;
well he is >_>
DAMNNNNNNN .
susan miller said februarys gonna be a faaaaaabulous month for romance .
well we will seeeeeeeee ~ -_-

Blogger ありさ said...
i heard all this news already
:]

o and susan miller hates me.
a lot.
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
i am pretty sure you didnt hear ALLLLLLLLLL of them .

susan miller hates me when it comes to romance ,
she tells me that imma find someone i am attracted to like every other month
BUT WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT PERSON ?!
Blogger Nana said...
U MUST UNDERSTAND THAT IT DOESNT MATTER IF HE NOTICES THAT YOU'RE STARING AT HIM!
so there's no need to hide! ><
Blogger Connie said...
Of course February is a month of Romance! There's Valentine's day!
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
nana : ;-; i just cant help but hide .

connie : LOLOLOL WATCH ME BE AT HOME AND FANGIRLING ON VALENTINES DAY -_-

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