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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
and again , a whole post about him .
Feb 19, 2010 5:34 PM | 5 Comments

so i had this dream last night ..
actually , today cuz i slept at 1 >_>
AND IT WAS SOOOOOOO .. CREEPY IN A CUTE WAY D;

most of you already know that me and tb take the same train and we walk the same way ..
so in my dream
we were taking the train ..
i got off first and was walking home
and then like this road was occupied by a bunch of .. tanned asians ..
and like whoever that wants to pass the road has to eat those chinese takeout stuffs
so i started eating o.o
and then he came .. and he started eating too
it kinda felt like me and him were getting kidnapped so it was pretty awkward ..
so i looked at him
and then he smiled at me O_______O
not like the polite smile
like the REALLY REALLY REALLY HAPPY SMILE
gaaaaaah .

on last friday .
after gym me and amy were stuck right in front of the nw cafeteria door
idk what was happeneing but it was either cuz of the stupid lady or the machine so that ppl couldnt swipe in
IT WAS SOOOOOOOOO FUCKING SQUISHY
ppl in the bakc doesnt know shit so they kept pushing and stuffs
and also other ppl are coming from the elevator >_>
he was like one person away from me ><
i would just stare at him for a few seconds ,
then turn away and look again after a while
>////////<
he looked so clueless and cuteeee with the beanie !
and he was wearing a red hoodie
never saw him in a red hoodie before i swear o-o
i wanted to pinch his cheeks so baaaaaaaaadly :[
and like , after he got it
i realized that one of his bookbag straps fell off
LMFAOLMFAOMLFMAO
it prolly fell off when he was waiting but then it was so squishy that he couldnt fix it
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH SO CUTE
sigh i am a crazy bitch .

i go for abcs <3
NOBODY GOES FOR WHITE, EVEN THO IM SORTA LEANING TOWARDS THEM NOW
FOBBY ABCS*
NO. ABCS><. I SHALL CHANGE MY TASTE
SHAME ON YOU D;
>< WHAT?
WHAT ABOUT YOUR RONNIE HUBBY
HES MY DREAM. 
I NEED REALITY.
my dream = in korea
my reality = somewhere in my neighborhood but thinks that i am creepy
WHAT A LIFE

put it on ur notes or something when you get a chance XD 
nahhhhhhhhhmy rants are more classic than that 
lmao classic
they're all dedicated to one guy -shiver- 
imagine a creepy stalker dedicating it all to you XD
hey ! if he was cute LIKE ME i wouldnt mind >_> OH AND PRETTY SMART
i am definitely smarter than tb >_> and prettier YOU KNOW ITTTTTT

MUST . FINISH . MATH . HW . TONIGHT .
D;

Blogger Nana said...
ur creepy dream reminds me of naruto. just because. LOL
ramennn!

I think u told the squishy lunch line story in ur older posts ._.
unless this is another one :x

yes, u must finish math hw tonight. :D
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
LMFAO IT WAS CHINESE FOOD THOUGH D;

i thought i did too ..
but then when i decided to put it on this one cuz it wasnt on any of my posts
i told you on aim though so thats prolly why ._.

TEN MORE QUESTIONS TO GOOOOO
Blogger Connie said...
Xin Ru! Let's check math answers and you help me out with like 15 of them that I didn't get :D!!! I'll ambush you tomorrow... probably. If not, definitely Sunday!

I really really wish he finds your blog. I would lmfao so badly.
Blogger D said...
You knowww
ur pretty screwed if he finds out his code name ;D
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
concon : i didnt get like 5 ;-;
I REALLY WISH HE FINDS IT TOO .
I WOULD LMFAO TOO .. and then cry .. -_-"

dawn : pffffft hes not gonna do anything about it ..
i mean he didnt really do anything about my confession >_>

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