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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
too many accidents arent good for ones heart .
Jan 15, 2010 9:04 PM | 2 Comments

i feel really lazy right now so i prolly wont update my other blog tonight ?
even though it was like shinee and 2pms goodbye stages ..

SO .
my dad is back from chinaaaa !
MAH SILVER BAG IS BACK <3
along with like 5 sat books that i wanted ..
its around half of the price as it is in the us ..
TSK TSK TSK USA .

my chem sat 2 book is pretty heavy T-T
i flipped to a random page in the glossary ,
and then the first word i saw was kelvin scale
i was like =___________________=
and then i closed the book and didnt wanna open it again D;
ill prolly read it during in spring break .. LOLLLLLL

so this week ive been sleeping really early cuz i dont have those motherfucking sketches to do anymore !
the earliest was 10:40 and latest was 11:30 ..
but then we have to make a fucking model for the house in one and a half week -_-
ITS OKAY
ONLY ONE MORE WEEK LEFT
THEN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODBYE MS . ENG I WONT MISS YOU D;

OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOOGMMOGOMGOGMG
-SQUEALS-
TB GOT TAGGED IN SOME MORE PICS
HES WEARING YELLOW
WHICH IS WHAT HES WEARING TODAY
-squeals again-
-struggles-
-clicks save-
-struggles some more-
-moves onto the next pic-
-sees many pig uteruses-
-sees pig embryos ..-
-disgusted-
-sees his back-
-stuggles again-
he kinda looks like a pig ..
WHY DO I ALWAYS ASSOCIATE HIM WITH ANIMALS D;
omfg jeffrey chen is so fucking buff .
OMFGGGGGG MONKEY LOOKS LIKE SUCH A LITTLE KID T^T
i cry cuz i feel so moe T^T
OHGODFUCKINGFDSKLJDSFJKL
WHY DO YOU GOTTA MAKE YOUR MOUTH THAT FUCKING BIG
YOU PIGGY EATER >;O
he looks so fucking .. creepy T-T
look at jeff chen looking all disgusted LOL

okay i am done stalking ..
god bio med is so grosssssssss D:
but i still have stalker stories to tell ..
so on the 9th someone left him a comment and then a buncha ppl started commenting on ittt
J**** Z***
sup what happened to youy guys everything okay?
Q******* L*
LOLOLOL why would you give it to them
K***** L**
Nah they never found mine... U think we can find anything about these punks?
D**** K***
you alright meng?
K***** L**
Sore jaw but nothing serious...
M*** Z****
yo did you get a court order?
K***** L**
Yea
and then i figured that he prolly got mugged and was forced to do a bj ..
i was kinda sad :[
on the 10th though .
I FOUND OUT HIS NUMBER MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHN
CUZ SOMEONE NEEDED HIS NUMBER AND HE JUST COMMENTED IT ON THE WALLPOST
MWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHA
nana is right ..
why would he do that when he knows that he has a stalker xD
cuz hes stupid -_-" or he forgot LMFAO loserrr

and then on monday .. i walked up with raymond
and then HE WAS STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE DAMN STAIRS ON THE 5TH FLOOR
raymond started giggling -_____-
AAAAAAAAAWKWARD .

his status was like :( at 4 something
and then i got mad worried ..
IS IT CUZ HE SAW ME ?
IS IT CUZ HES IN LOVE WITH SOME BLONDE SLUT WITH BIG BOOBS THAT WOULDNT LOVE HIM BACK ?
IS IT CUZ SOME ASIAN SENIOR GIRL THAT LOOKS 10 TIMES OLDER THAN HIM ?
etc .
so mad ppl were like whats wrong ?
and then he didnt reply ..
so this guy commented again ..
sigh, you haven't responded in 4 hours, i think you're just being an attention whore =\
DAWN WAS LIKE OMFG SO TRUE x_x;;;
and then he replied o.o
K***** L**
Oh werd lol nothings wrong... False alarm...
J**** A*****
see? i knew it.... attention whore >.>
K***** L**
Not really, I'm just a retard bcuz I got the face wrong its supposed to b (: lol I'm such a retard...
J**** A*****
smh
such.... a..... fail....
K***** L**
My bad my bad lol... Smiled bcuz some random guy paid me $10 to help him hold his baby while he went to the bathroom... Lmao
J**** A*****
x.x
wow, you must look like a punk if some random person trusts you with their baby x.x
K***** L**
Well that guy trusted the right person... I was so scared that he was gonna ditch his baby :/
i want to go up to that guy and be like BRO YOU TELL THE TRUTH YO ! :D

uhh what else .
today and yesterday ..
when we were leaving after lunch
hes like behind us again !
even though pretty far ..
but i was like squealing when i saw him going that way ..
and then angel and peter dragged me awayyyyy T_T
PETER EVEN COCKBLOCKED MY VISIONNNNNN
I COULDNT SEEEE SHIT WHEN HE WAS HEADING TOWARDS THE CENTER STAIRS D;

today for the whole day ,
whenever i am near the train station
memories about him would pop up in my head
and replay replay replay noona neomu yeppeo ..
it was so fucking vivid ..
that shit annoyed meeee so much D:
but i couldnt stop it ............

okay enough about that bitch .
FINALS GAH FINALS
the spanish writing part was easy
cuz i knew the questions already LOL
need to study mucho ..
even though i doubt i will :x
really need 90s on ALLL of my finals ..
especially math
but i doubt it cuz mr.taos making half of the test T_T
FMLFMLFMLFMLFML
i really want straight a's on my transcriptttttt D:

Blogger Nana said...
longest stalker post i have read from you T_T

I NEED TO STUDY FOR FINALS TOOO~ ><
but i might get lazy T_T
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
LOLOLOLOL

T.T

sigh .

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Where is my genie ?
- sleep early
- less procrastination
- do well on my sat 2s
- organize my room ;-;
- that monkey TT-TT

I am not like anyone else .
call me the fob or the pro stalker .

ppl that i love :
kim jonghyun ♥ , my mom, my moms mom, and my friends

things that i love :
shopping, money, cheesecake, k pop, chocolate chip cookies, & photoshopping

i am a hypocritical individual :
- i can be loud or shy .
- i think too much about the future but i dont give a shit about the present .
- i am very realistic yet i still want the ideals to happen .
- i laugh for the tiniest things and i cry a lot .
- i like and despise a loser that ill never get .

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I cannot live without you .



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