youre the honey in courtly hypocrisy .
i am not physically tired ,
but i am .. um i guess psychologically tired ?
i started hw at like 9:30
and i did like 5 questions in a hour >_>
and then i started bitching about shah
i am like really pressured
cuz i REALLY want a 85 by end of this semester for him
so i can apply for cal ab ..
i am dropping like 3 points for spanish
and 6 points for health :[
cuz i dont studyy .. sigh
i really need to change my working habit .
i shouldnt be on computer SOOOOOOO MUCH .
seriously .
but whenever i get home ,
i always feel lazy
and afterwards i feel tired
so i wont do hw until like i start to feel pressured
i planned to start d4 tonight but i cant even finish my math hw .....
ms.eng said that shes disappointed in me cuz i am so lazy
i am disappointed in myself too !
but what can i do ?
i always try to be less lazy but i never have self control ..
yesterday diana describe me as diligent i was like OH HELL NO ME ?
i WISH i am diligent .
its 11:11
i wish that i will procrastinate lessssss !
susan miller said that ill have like romance during christmas ..
and tb will get like a longass fucking term relationship on new years eve
haha we will see .
when i have time ill talk about the story of creepy bear I & II .
NANAAAAAS BDAY TMRWWW YAYY .
you just need inspiration, other than , "i must work hard so i can get a good job, and earn lots of money." (<-thts what i tell myself.)
i think no matter what, you'll still do good, cuz u just seem like the kind of person, who survives, even after pressure.
i've like to hear about a CREEPY bear, now. xD
generally i feel really pressured/sad/depressed at night ,
and then ill be fine the next day .
doing good isnt really what i aim for ..
i aim for the best as i can possibly do , before i reach the point where ill have to work like theres no fucking tmrw .
so in a way i am both an underachiever and an overachiever .
oooh , creepy bear .
ill write something about it tmrw ..
then i can write like WEEK OF CREEPY-BEAR-NESS LMFAO
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