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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
romantic week .. my back asset .
Dec 4, 2009 6:20 PM | 3 Comments

so susan miller said that dec 1-6 will be romantic .....
and this week is pretty .. weird .
another horoscope said that this week i cant look at love related thing optimistically ,
well duhhhhh !
do you really expect me to go "OMGOSH TBS PROLLY STALKING ME" ?

before i go all stalkery ,
it was REALLY hilarious at lunch today
we were like all talking about sex and oh gosh you ppl are explicitttttt ROFL
the only thing i remember was like ..  "front ass" LMFAOOO
oh and i had another dbq in class writing today ..
and i did pretty well :]
i actually finished a few mins before the bell rang and started "talking" to anthony LOL

monday .
i missed the train and i didnt see him there
so i thought he left
but then when the train came
he magically appeared and got on O_O
I HAVE NO CLUE WHERE HE CAME FROM D;

tuesday .
when i got to the station the trains there waiting .
so i walked in ..
he was in there already
and then we got to fulton
and he got up
AND THEN I REALIZED THAT HE WASNT WEARING A BOOK BAG O.O
that was kinda surprising .
he was wearing a navy sweater also ..
since ive been crazy about sweaters and cardigans
i was like GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH SOO CUTE T-T
yeah , i am pretty sure that if my nose was weak ,
i wouldve bled to death ;-;
and then we got like mad far away
cuz ppl walking in front of me were walking mad slow
and he was walking kinda fast
he went into the deli
and i kept walking ..
and then i got into the school from the center doors ..
and walked up to 1st floor , turned and got into the staircases
and then i saw him walking up from the staircases ..........................
yeah i am pretty sure that he saw me too .
and i think he had like a tiny bit of shocked expression .. >_>
i just pretended that i didnt see him and walked up
AWKWARD .
dsfdsfklfdsklkfsdmdfsmldfsljkdfsljk

wednesday .
i missed the train again LOL
but i saw him AGAIN O.O
i was walking behind himmmm and i realized that the pair of sexy checkered slip ons is actually VANS <33333
the heart was not directing to him okay ? >_>
idr much .. getting old .
oh . the aids speaker thingy .. i saw the jeannie look alike again
but she looks better than the pics .. so i am not sure
i tried to like get close to her to listen to she and her friends convo
but no names were mentioned so IDK if its her ugh .

thursday .
again , walked into the train when it was waiting there LOL
hes sitting there again
and toris sitting like mad far away from him
so i sat like somewhere in between hehe .
navy hoodie , i think .
and then after we got out he was like alllllllllllllllllllll the way in the front ?
STUPID PPL BLOCKING MAH WAY .
and then he got into the deli .
i think when i got into lunch he was looking at the doors .. waving at someone or something .
thats it .

today .
the train was slightly late today .
so then i got into the train ..
thinking .. am i gonna see him today ?
and then he walked into the train ..
navy hoodie ..
he was walking alllll the wayyy in the backk so yeah .
SAW THAT JEANNIE LOOK ALIKE AGAIN
FMLLLLLLLL =_=

too many ppl are telling me that hes stalking me ..
THATS JUST BULLLLLLCRAPPPP
thats like saying me being fluent in SPANISH LOL
meh , ill just wait till christmas .
hopefully susan miller will be right this time and ill get a kim jonghyun♥

Blogger Nana said...
too much tb for me in one blog D:

he seems to be wearing that navy sweater a lot
O_O

if he's not stalking you, u guys got a lotta fate here. ._.

how is it possible for u to see him every time?
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
LOL ,
well maybe its like different hoodies but same color ?
WE ALL KNOW THAT ALLL ABERCROMBIE STUFFS LOOK THE SAME D;

iono which thought is creepier ..
that he is stalking me or we got a lotta fate ? x-x
Blogger Connie said...
I thought you got over him. *sigh*

You're gonna look back on this one day and laugh your ass off.

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