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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
juliette , i will give you my soul .
Dec 30, 2009 9:59 PM | 2 Comments

so i got up at 11 ..
and started watching jonghyuns performances in kbs gayo .. LOL
i still think that sbs gayo is betterrrr !
jonghyuns acoustic version of juliette was angelic .
SO IT BECAME MAH NEW BGM OF ZEE BLOG ;D
[ scroll all the way down o it would start playing ..
thats some gayass "autoplay" .. -_- ]

i was invis for like .. 6 hours ?
and apparently being invis didnt help at all .....
i was looking at pics of jonghyun for like a few hours and made 2 more cell phone wall papers x.x
HE LOOKS SO CUTE WITH THE BEANIE AND SCARF AND HOODIE T.T
-drools-

god .
if i can get someone like jonghyun i wont need any other wish anymore .. lol
but too bad , no -.- .
i wasted a whole fucking year on some monkey that doesnt even know how to appreciate his one and only stalker ! >_>
if i dont find someone better in 2010 ..
my fangirlness will grow EXPONETIALLY and eventually overwhelm myself D;

i still have so much shit to do ..
fuck my life .
i am really really tired ,
my back hurts x.x
and my neck is mad stiff .
finals are coming up soon .......... -______-
HOPEFULLY I WONT GET A LOT OF HW OVER REGENTS WEEK D;

Blogger Nana said...
when it started playing...
it scared the shits outta me! D:
I couldnt see it, so i was like....who's screaming?
-looks around room-
A....GHOST?!?!?!?!?!!?!

and then i flip through all my tabs and scroll like a mad person...

when i see tht thing on the bottom of ur page. x_x

Dammit. I forgot about finals. DX
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
areesha : THERE IS NO SIDEBAR IN THIS LAYOUT D;
all the girl versions .. sucked .
i was like shivering the whole time just by listening to them -.-
other than gahee <3 <3 <3
GOD UEE FAILED SO BADLY IN HEARTBEAT LOLOLOLOL

nana : LOLOLOL .. yeah the screamings crazy -.-
but his singing IS beautiful ! ahh baby .

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Where is my genie ?
- sleep early
- less procrastination
- do well on my sat 2s
- organize my room ;-;
- that monkey TT-TT

I am not like anyone else .
call me the fob or the pro stalker .

ppl that i love :
kim jonghyun ♥ , my mom, my moms mom, and my friends

things that i love :
shopping, money, cheesecake, k pop, chocolate chip cookies, & photoshopping

i am a hypocritical individual :
- i can be loud or shy .
- i think too much about the future but i dont give a shit about the present .
- i am very realistic yet i still want the ideals to happen .
- i laugh for the tiniest things and i cry a lot .
- i like and despise a loser that ill never get .

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I cannot live without you .



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