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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
BRING THE CREEP ON !
Dec 10, 2009 5:01 PM | 4 Comments

today is another one of those "romantic" days according susan miller ,
so unsurprisingly , it became another creepy day -_-

i was walking out of the g train station ..
when i was walking up the stairs .. i felt kinda weird .
my pheripheral view sorta found some thick framed glasses ........... =_=
i was like convincing myself that it shouldnt be him .. and i kept walking
and then some lady had to walk down
it was like really narrow , so i had to walk sideways
and then i saw his whiteass face T^T
i was like SHIT SON WHY YOU HERE
but i just pretended that i didnt notice and kept talking to ppl >_>"
his monkey hair was gone for one day
and now ITS BACKKK
NUUUUUUUUUUUU T^T !

and then i got into the lunch
went to yiman nana vionna who were already there
yiman was like "go look at the front"
so i went up to the front and looked at the food
and went back to told her about the food right
and then she was like "ARE YOU REALLY BLIND ?"
i was like "it IS pizza o.o"
so she went like "ARE YOU BLIND" again
and then someone went like "your stalkees in the front .."
i looked .. and was like OH SHITTT FML WTF D;
i was like kinda trying to hide myself the whole time >_>

after 8th i went up to soph tech room to get my tube thing
and then when i got out
i saw m again and he was staring at me
(if you dont remember .. m is the person that gave me false info about tbs major .. -_- )
idk if he still remembers me ._.;
but then today he had like an even more awkward face on than monday
so i went like "why are you staring at me like that ?"
and then he was like o.O; and went into his room
thank god hes not close to tb . thank god .

beinginsanesux (4:49:26 PM): she said jeannie person is celeb level and doesnt like guys
i cant imagine her being popular AT ALLLL >_>"
FSDKLJDSFKLJSFDJKLFDSKLJKJLSDF
WHY ARENT THEY LIKE FUCKING GOING OUT =_=
oh right , hes not hot and he looks like a sophomore .. >_>

i have so much work to do over christmas T___T
fmlfmlfml .
i gotta finish d5 tonight and we are gonna start doing floor plans tmrw GAH D;
i dont think ill sleep before 12 tonight -_-
gahgahgahgah okay bai !

Blogger Connie said...
I should stop reading your blog... I'm not getting any of this O.o"
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
basically , i see him a lot more now .
and i am creeped out .

i forgot to talk about the math test -_-
oh well i didnt do that great anyways >_>
Blogger diana said...
i think he recognizes you by your black-pink hearts jansport bag. it'd be funny if he likes you right now then realizing that you two are the same person XD
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
LMFAOLMFAOJMLFAKFMLAO
thats hilarious .

though its not gonna happennn ..
and plus he should be able to recognize me by my face .. hopefully .

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