so 2010 is finally gonna be here in an hour !
happy new years eve ~
i changed my layout <3
connie helped me fixed the bugs
and i customized a lot of stuffs ..
jonghyun icons (self made :D) , because of you lyrics , colors , background , title .. etc :D
i really likeee it .

anyway ..
i am doing my floor plan right now .
FUCK MY LIFE T_T

thinking about all those fucking hw makes me pissed .
but i have to do them ..
i have too many stuffs that i need to finish ............
i really dont want to care .
but i still do .

if i do care , why did i waste so much time ?
.. i hate this .
i really do .
i hate how i can never keep my words about not procrastinating .

if i dont procrastinate for the next few days ,
ill be able to finish all the work before we go back to school .
but if i do ,
i wont be able to sleep on sunday .

i have a choice .
i just dunno if i can stick to the right one ..
thoughts about tb can make me sad ,
but thoughts about me not being diligent enough makes me feel like theres no hope in my future .

i do have high standards ..
but i know that its reachable for me .
and by procrastinating ,
i have to stress myself out to keep myself somewhat close to the standard .

i really dont want that .
it feels really terrible when i am desperately cramming to get things done .
i want to change .
and i am hoping by entering into a new decade ,
it will happen .

 Nana said...

You'll figure something out! Somehow..... :D

January 1, 2010 at 12:47 AM  

 ありさ said...

OMGAH i like the layout.
I DONT GOT A PICTURE. and i'm happy :D

u are a VERY negative person. VERY.

January 1, 2010 at 2:10 AM  

 Luminous Fish said...

nana : i already got it figured out .. its just that i never actually did it ..

alyssa : MWAHAHA<3
rofls i wanted to put up the one with the flippy hair but then youll prolly kill me D:

.. yeah i guess . but ITS GOOD FOR ME ..

January 1, 2010 at 12:40 PM  

 Connie said...

:O Nice, you made the icons? Finally...someone who knows how to use photoshop! :P

January 1, 2010 at 4:00 PM  

 Luminous Fish said...

yes <3

i love photoshop ;D
but i lack brushes and backgrounds -_-

January 2, 2010 at 4:36 PM  

this is my blog .
so i am not expecting ppl to mess with it .
hateful comments are not appreciated .
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thank you very much .

saranghae jonghyun oppa♥
background music : 2am - i did wrong

- sleep early
- less procrastination
- do well on my sat 2s
- organize my room ;-;
- that monkey TT-TT

call me the fob or the pro stalker .

ppl that i love :
kim jonghyun ♥ , my mom, my moms mom, and my friends

things that i love :
shopping, money, cheesecake, k pop, chocolate chip cookies, & photoshopping

i am a hypocritical individual :
- i can be loud or shy .
- i think too much about the future but i dont give a shit about the present .
- i am very realistic yet i still want the ideals to happen .
- i laugh for the tiniest things and i cry a lot .
- i like and despise a loser that ill never get .






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