fuck .
its already tuesday .
I KNEW IT .. I KNEW 11 DAYS WONT BE ENOUGH FOR ME TO DO ALL THESE CRAP ..
especially with heavy procrastination ..

I WANNA BE A NERD !
I WANNA GET 5s IN LIKE 149590458954 AP TESTS
I WANNA GET 24000000000 ON THE SATS
I WANNA GET 110 AVG
i wanna go to wharton :[

yeah i realized that the only way that i can get the fuck out of nyc for college
is to get into the top schools -_-
so they wont say shitttttttttttt .
well generally top schools give more money too .. x-x

if i continue to have such bad working habits
idk how i am gonna handle the work of upperclassman .
i really , want , to , go , to , ias .
but i think ill end up killing myself with ap english .. and possibly ap spanish .

i was gonna concentrate on my floor plan today
and i didnt start it until .. 8 pm -_-
gayo daejun is such a huge distraction ..
i watched key shindong joon and mirs muzik for like 5 times today already ..
too sexy to resist T-T

ive been getting up at like 10:30 everyday ..
sigh i want to wake up earlier to talk to my mom but then i just cant

its 11:11 .. i wish for a better year .

so tb today was like doing mad friends exposed stuffs ..
but i didnt get any -_-
he prolly skipped the questions about me LOL
and he said that hes more famous than mcchicken LOLOLOLOL
AND THEN MCCHICKEN WENT LIKE YU FUNNY

dawn is so funny .

I WANT BOYS DDDDDDDDDD;

LOL desperateness in the air !

STOP IT GUYS DONT LIKE DESPERATE GIRLS

BESIDES WILLIAM

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO

LOOK WHOS TALKINGGGGG !

LMAO MEH?

IM NOT THAT DESPERATE.

YET.

pffffti am not that desperate yet either

if i am THAT desperate

i would be like

walking in the neighborhoodscreaming

KELVIN KELVIN KELVIN

WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU

LAM LAM LAM

CALL ME MRS LAM EVERYONE

HOLA AMIGO MY NAME IS MRS LAM. YURS?

IM MARRIED TO KELVIN

HES SO PALE.

MAD SEXY. BETCH.

LOLOLOLOLOLOL

 Nana said...

"Instead of saying to wish, say i will."
^I read that somewhere.

So instead of saying "i wanna" you should say...."I WILL!" :D
I'm not gonna tell you to stop complaining and procrastinating, because i do the same.

But since you know exactly what you want you should work really hard for it.[i'm sure you work hard for it already, but you make it seem like you're not doing anything. YOU ARE! YOU ARE! YOU ARE! ]

btw, unlike me, you procrastinate and get everything DONE!
I usually give up if i rllyyyy can't do it. T_T

December 30, 2009 at 11:27 AM  

 Connie said...

You're gonna help a'sista out with math, aight? :3

Oh, typical asianess. Good luck!

December 30, 2009 at 4:39 PM  

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