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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
when it comes around , push it outta the way .
Nov 17, 2009 11:42 PM | 3 Comments

i dont really have a lot of homeworks
but recently my development drawings are taking me A LOT of time .
like at least double of the time of regular drawings >_>
and its due thursday , walk in
if i get a lot of hw tmrw ill be dead .

anyway , so I HATE MATH .
I DID TERRIBLE ON THE TEST
SO IMMA END UP WITH ANOTHER 70 AGAIN THIS MP
maybe less .
THAT SON OF A BITCH COLLECTED THE EASY HW TODAY
AND HE WAS LIKE
ILL MARK IT INCOMPLETE IF YOU DONT COPY THE QUESTIONS
LIKE YOU WILL REALLY READ THE QUESTIONS FOR EVERY SINGLE HW RIGHT =.=
ugh .

fucking anthony was acting like a dick to me
and then thomas was being emo again .
and then fucking tb !
i already complained 10 times about how he was walking right next to me last week
and TODAY
he decides to be next to me again when we got outta the g train
if it wasnt for the brooklyn bound g ppl
i wouldnt have been stuck there with him -_-
and then me and alyssa were at the line waiting to swipe in
peter was like somewhere in the backk
when i turned around and i saw mcchicken
and then i got into the doors
and then he somehow squished in and popped outta no where and CUT ME
the only thing i saw was just like GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
i was like FUCK .
i swear to god it was so fucking awkward
all i can do is just put my head down >.<

u know something though
 I WISHED HE LIKED ME TOO
I WISH HE WOULD GET JEALOUS SOMETIME
harharhar .
i still wish that kelvin would like me .
awww <3
but my reaction would be different
ill slap him and bitch at him
and then ill think about it LOL
ILL BE LIKE
WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU
HUH
YOUVE BEEN SCARED OF ME FOR LIKE 10 FUCKING MONTHS
NOW YOU TELL ME YOU LIKE ME AFTER I DONT WANT YOU ANYMORE ?
ROFLLLL
i never really thought about what i would do though
other than bitching and slapping .
cuz i dont think that its gonna happen
so whyyyyy bother :D
i dont like him anymore
but he still occupies at a certain spot of  my heart
more like "that stupid retard that has no taste omg so weird to see himmm"

sigh .
anywayyy have a good night :)

Blogger Nana said...
YOU NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM.
especially if ur over him.
if he walks next to you, just pretend u dont know him.
:D
Blogger Connie said...
He knows it.
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
nana : i ALWAYS pretend that idk him , LOL
and .. i have no one else to think about apparently .

connie : o.O

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