I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
it 11:11 .
and i kinda wish that i wont see him tmrw .
at least , not in the train station .
when i see him i cant help but look at him
but like i dont really feel anything for him anymore .
i guess its just a habit
just like my stalking .
sigh .
this made me sad .
:i really dont wanna go to school :[
:mostly cuz
:i dont really wanna seee him ..
diana:but you da nerd
:come on, its just one more year
when i saw entering september 2010 on the tests today
i got kinda sad too .
iono if i still like him or not anymore .
when raymond called me
i actually kinda wished that he would talk to him
even though i was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more scared about it
same thing with michael .
i kinda wish that somehow he would figure that i was the girl
and tell him about it .
yes i am creating antecedant confusions here .
but thats the point xP
okay i should sleep .
finished writing this in 5 min wowww .
this is my blog .
so i am not expecting ppl to mess with it .
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thank you very much .
saranghae jonghyun oppa♥
background music : 2am - i did wrong
Where is my genie ?
- sleep early
- less procrastination
- do well on my sat 2s
- organize my room ;-;
- that monkey TT-TT
I am not like anyone else .
call me the fob or the pro stalker .
ppl that i love :
kim jonghyun ♥ , my mom, my moms mom, and my friends
things that i love :
shopping, money, cheesecake, k pop, chocolate chip cookies, & photoshopping
i am a hypocritical individual :
- i can be loud or shy .
- i think too much about the future but i dont give a shit about the present .
- i am very realistic yet i still want the ideals to happen .
- i laugh for the tiniest things and i cry a lot .
- i like and despise a loser that ill never get .
O_O
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