its so fucking cold .
my hands and my feet are all fucking freezing .
the heaters not even doing anything !
ugh .

i have so much work to do ..
but i really dont want to do them .
i have to go out for dinner today -.-
WHY NOT YESTERDAY YOU FUCKTARDS
fucking essay .
i hate school .
i hate end of the marking periods .
i hate my laziness .
i hate cramps ><

i wanna buy a camera on black fridayyyy
but ugh i am like mad scared of getting bitched at
fucking hate them .
my dads prolly gonna be like OH WHY YOU NEED A CAMERA FOR
CUZ I NEED TO CAMWHORE ? =.=
if i dont get it .. ill prolly ask you ppl to buy it for christmas ;-;

fucking induction is another pain in the ass .
WHY TUESDAY ?!
WHY THE DAY BEFORE 2ND MP ENDS ?!
WHY FROM FUCKING 5 TO 8 ?!
WHY SEMI FORMAL CLOTHING ?!
WHY BS ?!
arghhhhhhh .
i really wouldnt give a shit ,
if my family dont care about me getting home at like 9
but unfortunately they start bitching when i get home at like 5:30 =_=
WHO THE FUCK GETS RAPED AT 5:30 ?!
retarded as fuck .

yesterday my grandma spilled the soup
i wanted to clean it up right
but then i remembered a few months ago
i spilled something and i tried to clean it up
and then she bitched at me for using the wrong towel =.=
so this time i didnt bother helping her to clean it up
and then she bitched at me for not cleaning it up .
okay , my fault .
and then she started bitching about how my uncle didnt drink the soup
she didnt say anything about her spilling the soup
now thats really over the top
my dad got pissedddd and went like
"youve done a lot for this family , we all know that , but youre always complaining about stuffs , even the things that arent wrong ! xinru was wrong for not cleaning it up , so when you bitched at her i didnt say anything ; but YOU were the one who spilled it and now youre blaming steven for not drinking the soup ?! he doesnt HAVE to drink it right now .. "
she didnt say anything .
i was like AHAHAHA BITCH GOT OWNED in my head .

i actually really wanna know
if tbs being near me on purpose ..
cuz if he does ,
then ill feel like SUCH A WINNER
like , AHAHAHAHAHHAHHA LOSER THATS WHAT CHU GETTT SON
okay .. enough .
i need to do homeworkkk :[

 Nana said...

hw. you cant rlly do anything about.
ur grandma? just wait till u get to college! no use escaping now.

tb? serves him right :]
but he's a senior.
he's gonna leave anyway. -_-

November 22, 2009 at 4:20 PM  

 Connie said...

Don't hate. Love.

November 22, 2009 at 8:27 PM  

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