I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
my cell phone alarm didnt ring for some reason and my grandma woke me up at like 7:05 which was like 30 min later than the time i usually wake up at >_> and then i rushed like hell and got to the train station at like 7:28 ? I SAW THE FUCKING G TRAIN BUT BY THE TIME I RAN TO THE PLATFORM IT LEFT =.= thank god another one came soon after and i got to ms.eng like 2 min before the bell or else i would have been using a voodoo doll for the g train LMFAOO
so today is supposed to be like extraordinary romantic ? since venus trines mars today but i dont really see how romantic it is >_> peters absent so i walked up from the southwes and then i cut into the lunch line , as usual =DDD i am sorry everyone who i skipped :[ but its so lonely if i was in the back and it would be so awkward when he passes by .. yeah , its like mad weird to see him i just started like talking about layers to yiman and looking down to the zipper .. D: i am such a loser .
in ap world mr. stevens was like I LIKE YOUR SMILE and i was like O______O; everyone started laughinggg it was sooo freakyyy though LOL
okay psats tmrw . fucking seniors are so luckyyy ! they get to sleep T-T thank god we come in before 2nd =D i love not having ms.engs class ! but that means we have less time to do job 4 .. AHHH FUCK MY LIFE okay imma keep making my flashcards .. ><
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saranghae jonghyun oppa♥
background music : 2am - i did wrong
Where is my genie ?
- sleep early
- less procrastination
- do well on my sat 2s
- organize my room ;-;
- that monkey TT-TT
I am not like anyone else .
call me the fob or the pro stalker .
ppl that i love :
kim jonghyun ♥ , my mom, my moms mom, and my friends
things that i love :
shopping, money, cheesecake, k pop, chocolate chip cookies, & photoshopping
i am a hypocritical individual :
- i can be loud or shy .
- i think too much about the future but i dont give a shit about the present .
- i am very realistic yet i still want the ideals to happen .
- i laugh for the tiniest things and i cry a lot .
- i like and despise a loser that ill never get .
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