my heart is like that crack in the sidewalk you walk on every day .: truth always hurts you like crap .

truth always hurts you like crap .

Oct 28, 2009 6:42 PM | 7 Comments

imma go in backwards time orderrr todayyyy .
so i just read someones tarot reading for me
and it was like
"you guys wont be together , you know that you guys dont really have a chance when you confessed to him but you still cant let go cuz you think that hes perfect for you . however you didnt leave him a good impression and since he knows that you like him , he doesnt want to be close to you cuz he doesnt want you to think that he likes you back ."
i think its pretty accurate .
but ahmad was like nahh they just make up really general stuffs
but it really doesnt matter .
i need something to believe in ,
so ill be able to get over him faster .
and obviously i just wont listen to anyone of my friends ,
.. i dont even listen to myself !
tmrws the day that saturns leaving my love sector .
hopefully my misery will be ended .

ahmad is a sick bastard .

: Write a letter saying how much you hate his faggoty ass

: and then NOT mail it to him

: but it somehow always falls into his hands

: and then he reads it

: and then he cries

: if i know where he lives

: i can just put it into his ..

: Penis?

: =.=

: HE DOESNT HAVE ONE :O

: Haha, not after you insert it there ;-;

: >_>

okay so now lets talk about school .

and report cards todayy .. wasnt really excited or nervous about it

92 avg is okay i guess .

i knew that imma get a 70 in trig .

but its so not fair that anthony got a 80 cuz his test avg was only like a little bit higher than mee !

andd i knew that imma get 85 in soph tech ,

oh well i am doing better nowadays so its prolly gonna go up next mp

i am satisfied with ap world chem health lab and spanish

all 90 something .

the only one that TOTALLY pissed me off was english .

i got 90s in all of her tests but she gave me a fucking 85 >.<

vivian had like 60 test avg and she got the same thing tooo

wtffff !

when i asked her she went like oh its cuz you missed 2 hws

2 FUCKING HWS = 5 POINTS ?!

YOURE SO NICE EMILY TUCKMAN .

and i thought lau was a betch ;-;

tao gave me this book to study from

i need to workk harder on trig , srsly >.<

okay this morning when i got to the train station

i watched the g train leaving T-T

and then the f came , and he popped outta no where

and went on

i was like O_O and then >:O

later he got on the g at carroll

but like , he was standing right in front of the door thats close to me

and then he walked to the other door and got on there ..

so i was like "fuck you bitch fuck you fuck you fuck you" in my head

and then when i was walking out of the train station

i was behind him again

and i kept praying for him to go into the deli so i would stop cursing him in my mind

and THEN he didnt go into the deli

when i dont want you go in , you do .

when i DO want you to get the hell in , you DONT .

good job kelvin =.=

so then when we were walking towards school

i was like "diediediediestupidretardihateyoudiealreadysrslysostupidomg"

i tried so hard to not to GLARE at his back and look like imma kill him .

rofl .

i dont really have the guts to go to his table for the donation thingy ..

AHHH .

i need to face the reality and get the fuck over him .

HES NOT WORTH IT

WHAT THE FUCK DO I SEE IN HIM

HIS I-AM-SO-COOL-CUZ-I-AM-AN-UPPERCLASSMAN-NESS ?!

my god , you dont even look like a JUNIOR

dont even mention a senior >_>

Nana said...: u
need
to
get
over
him.; October 28, 2009 at 6:55 PM
Anonymous said...: ^ Whoever this Nanuhhh chick is is right.

And Oh my god who's dis sexy ahmad character.; October 28, 2009 at 7:21 PM
Luminous Fish said...: we all know that i need to get over him .

and we all know that its hard to actually do it .; October 28, 2009 at 7:22 PM
Connie said...: WTF, this guy is older?

Haha, Kelvin; same name as my brother. :P; October 28, 2009 at 9:29 PM
Luminous Fish said...: HES A SENIORRR THAT DOESNT LOOK LIKE ONE .

holy shiet connie ,
maybe he IS your brother LOLOLOL
you guys are both paleeeeeee xP; October 28, 2009 at 10:18 PM
Connie said...: Oh no no, my brother is dark, lmao. He's a senior too, but in middle school xD

When my brother was born, my mom thought she got the wrong baby because he was black.; October 29, 2009 at 9:45 PM
Luminous Fish said...: ewwwwwwww i dont like darkkk asian guys D:; November 2, 2009 at 5:37 PM

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