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I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you has chewed out my heart ,
Stomped on my dignity , torn apart my heart ,
So why did you leave me behind?
suffocating .
Oct 25, 2009 6:25 PM | 3 Comments

fuckkk .
i spent like an hour looking for new templates when i was supposed to be doing hw ..
I HAVE SO MUCH HW
BUT I DONT WANNA DO ANY ONE OF THEM :[
i hate schoooool .

tuckmann stop being a blonde and use your brain !
how can we find 4000-word resources -_- !~!!!!
UGH I AM SO PISSED
I DONT WANNA GO TO FUCKING SCHOOL > 3<

and like .. i started getting sad and shit
yeah .. like whats gonna happen to me ?
susan miller said like the last week of octobers gonna be really romantic .
i really really really want to trust her ,
but then .. i dont want to give myself false hope .
its not like i really want to date him
cuz dating is just too annoying .
i just wanna be really good friends with him ..
to the point where we will hug each other
we will talkk a lot and such .
sigh .


Blogger Nana said...
I vote for not giving yourself false hope. ><
I hate it when i do it to myself. D:

i have to break it to you, shinshin.
it's impossible to have that kind of relationship with him.
guys are retards.
they dont understand that kind of relationship.

D:

i'm sorry if i made u feel worse, but i had to tell you.
i dont want my shinsin falling into a deep scary pit. ):
Blogger Connie said...
If you guys were childhood friends, it would've been all good but yea, like Nana said; guys are retards at this day and age.

Best of luck with your schoolwork!
Blogger Luminous Fish said...
loll ,
its okay i know that those things are like in manga only >_>
but i still fantasize about that :]

i guess i am like trying to say that i dont LOVE him deeply or whatever ,
its just like a little crush ,
and ill get over him eventually .

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